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  2006.07.10  15.05
the summer heat..

...



Mood: frustrated.
Music: virgil shaw
 
 

(we most always go down there in lilac time.)



 
  2006.02.23  19.19
you are dead to me..

live journal... oh. i forgot all about you.
and it seems everyone else has too.

it was beautiful today. and i took a walk
during lunch to the lincoln statue.
it has been a nice switch from the bitter
cold hell that we have been having down here.

i am thinking of going to
see a show at the subterannean next week.
i mean..its only two or so train stops
down from me. i may as well.

anyway. im overwhelmed with the amount to write.
so i wont write anything.
goodnight.

 
 

(we most always go down there in lilac time.)



 
  2006.02.23  19.16
its time again...

i am so ready for another sleepytime/faun fables tour.
and i think about it way too much.

 
 

(we most always go down there in lilac time.)



 
  2005.12.23  17.15
puffball

me and eric went for a walk and found a bunch
of puffballs underneath the snow. and
im going to try to collect them and
make a dyebath from them.
it ought to work out,
im back home for winter.

and its nice.

two weeks ago was mine
and erics three year day.

im out for the night.

 
 

(we most always go down there in lilac time.)



 
  2005.12.16  20.51
i am almost done now...i dont need a car.

i am almost done now.
two more days left.
i have a critique tomorrow, and
my piece is not fired...so i cannot
be critiqued on it.

but oh! what does tomorrow have
in store for me??i am so excited.
the criticism of a life time, perhaps.

i am excited to feel uncomfortable..
and this is the life of mine.

..or perhaps the awkward silence, greater than
any ive experienced on a date.
the silence of a lifetime.

ahh life..
ahh procrastination..


i absolutely adore the laundromat.
if i had more time i would go there more
often...it would give me an excuse to do
more laundry.

the smell is fresh and it is as warm
as a fireplace. and the women are busy.
folding and moving about and watching
spanish soapoperas. and i sit and draw
and write my papers. i feel how i do not
fit in. and i enjoy it.
i do not fit in here.
but it is good.
better than back in waukesha.
here there are smells and
music and there is danger.
and effort must be put into any attempt to
go anywhere or do anything.
at home there is the occasional ambulance.
there is a car.

i dont need a car...



Mood: appreciative
Music: faun fables
 
 

(we most always go down there in lilac time.)



 
  2005.11.22  19.06
your my angel girl.

the art sale was excellent.
this first night, preview party was great.
(free food) and drinks.
the place was filled with the most
colorful characters ive ever seen.
and me and heather thinked that
everyone was in a hurry
to get home and have sex.
and that is the result of alcohol and art.

i have learned something from selling
nude drawings...
people are very comfortable and open with you.
andi dont know why necesarily,
except that they perhaps think that
i am a very open and comforatable
person too..
.which i am..

it was all very interesting. one man
and his wife or girlfriend were there.
and honestly at first thought it was horatio sans
with long hair..and his wife looked very similar to him.
same size, hair, smile.
it was like they grew to look the same.

everyone was so happy and carefree and
throwing money everywhere.
mink coats and black velvet dresses.

i sold some the first night,
a lot the second day, and not so much the third day.
..over all, i sold!
and also, got some of the absolutely
best compliments i will ever recieve.
(on my artwork and setup)
and i will never forget them.
and i hope they never forget me.

and thorugh all this i have realized that
yes...i should be here.
and i will stay here.
and i will spend my life making art
and loving every moment of it.

and of course loving eric too.
i have to scan the pot card he sent me.
its great!
and i was sick today and it made me laugh.
whataguy.



Mood: i love charlie brown.
 
 

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  2005.11.17  14.32
me, me, me.

yesterday was my birthday.
and it was spent productively.
i had weaving class and set up for my
art sale. got home around 930 pm.
me and viv waited around an over an
hour just for a damn taxi to
pick us up at our house.

but. megan took me out for lunch at my thai
and it was good until i got sick.

and eric was sweet to talk to on the phone.
hell be coming down to see me on saturday at the end of the sale.
which is spectacular.

but now today the art
sale starts and its the preview party.
we all have to dress up and everything.
it should be fun...
unfortunatly a few of my drawings got knocked down
and the corners of the mat board bent...
i took them home last night and tried to
remat them (using a hairdryer )and
of course the paper started to rip and
a few are all messed up..
i think i need to lower the price now.
that sucks.
anyway, im out.
need to
get dressed soon.



Mood: anxious..
 
 

(we most always go down there in lilac time.)



 
  2005.11.07  12.29
drinking caramel tea in heaven

eric is wonderful.
he knew i was bummed about not being able
to have had time to carve pumpkins.
he drove all the way down here wednesday night
and didnt get here until about 1100pm.
he stayed over and thursday morning we carved pumpkins
together. they are love pumpkins. and they kick ass.
the nwe got thai food from potpan and he bought for
me and viviana.

so. then friday i got sick. supersick feelings didnt
kick in until saturday evening.
b ut he took care of me all weekend.
im glad i happened to have gone home. cause i would
have been miserable down here alone.

so anyway. it was a great weekend.
and now i have to work my ass off to get
my weaving project done in time
for critique on wednesday.

must go to earth science now.
i slept through english/philosophy this morning.
i still have no energy today.
love all.
goodday.

 
 

(we most always go down there in lilac time.)



 
  2005.11.02  21.38
sleep beckons me. and my feet.

i have had another long day.
the count down to the art sale continues.
i have so much to do yet.
i have no clue how many business cards i am
going to need.
this thing is big.
and i hope i sell. cause
its what i want to do.
i dont want to run out of business cards
thursday night and then have to spend thurs.night
making more of them.
but..of course i insist on making them by hand.
my typewriter hurts my fingers now.

i have begun matting my drawings.
hope they look professional and good.
they ought to, i know what i am doing.
but i have to go buy a new blade before i can actually
cut out the matboard.
i have 20+ to mat, so ive
got my work cut out for me.
...i ran out of time.
and didnt get to do my laundry tonight.
that pisses me off.

no more time to write.
trying to cook and sleep at the same time.
goodnightall.



Mood: .
 
 

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  2005.11.01  22.02
nix that.

forget the webpage.
just found out i cant even post my artwork.
which was the point of it all.
...apparently nudity is bad.
and not appropriate.
..okayyy...?

 
 

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  2005.11.01  21.59


im working on a page just for the hell of it.
eric is making me an actual nicer one.
i was just bored.
www.angelfire.com/art3/scraps00

 
 

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  2005.11.01  02.33
he's gonna what??

yesterday morning.
an old man of the age 85
from across the street.
made everyone in my house cookies.
he brought them over to the house
and knocked on the door.
the boy answered the knock.
the man fell down.
the man had a heart attack and died.

 
 

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  2005.10.28  23.22
henrietta in a black habit and veil, wanted to make time shorter.

my birthday is on the 16th.
although i cannot say i am too excited
about it or anything else now.
life rolls on.
i get up.
i go to class.
i work on my art.
i talk to eric.
i make my food.
i go to bed.
i get up
i go to class.
i work on my art.
i talk to eric.
i make my food.
i go to bed.

today i played in a huge bucket of
clay slurry with luke.
it was fun and childish.

those are the best things.
the silly things that make other people
look at you funny.

and smile or sigh or yell or threaten.
those are the best.
everything is the best.
and the worst at the same time.
i am as divided as ever.

i hate it.



eric is headed down here for the night.
itll be nice.
i feel so lazy right now.
wanna just watch a movie and sleep.

but since i am divided i also
want to take some caffeine pills
and go out all night.
go down to the turkish hooka bar
or a party.
i feel like living in the dorms at the moment.
but i know i would hate it.
okay.
im stopping myself.
happy halloween everyone.



Mood: .
 
 

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  2005.10.28  03.41


title or description

 
 

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  2005.10.28  03.02
ima beat down the next person who hits on me.

my roommate. one day she was
slapped on the ass three times here in the city, by
random guys in the street. one of the guys was riding a bike.
and slapped her ass as he rode by.
she took off after him and caught up with him.
kicked his bike over into the street.
he was all scratched up and bleeding.
heh. then she bitched him out in spanish.



Music: sublime.
 
 

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  2005.10.27  16.23
again...i sleep

alright.
ive started making my business cards
and i doing them by hand so i feel better about it all.

and eric is helping me make a webpage for
myself, so soon i will have my artwork online.

its halloween weekend so im coming back to waukesha
to get a carmel apple at elegant farmer.
i could use a short break from the city too.


its rained for like 3 days straight earlier this week.
and now i am paying.
my ceiling in my room is collapsing.
and the water is all building up and
now its leaking. so i got a garbage can under it.
but..we have squirrels that are tearing up
the attic crawl space and living and shitting up there.
above our flat,
so now im all paranoid that the water thats
continuously dripping into my room is
all full for rodent disease.
its all brown and shit. and gross.

i am damn tired.
i have to go downtown now and
work on the loom and then go to figure drawing
at um 700. so. another long night.
but ill be able to make more drawings to sell
so all is well.

 
 

(we most always go down there in lilac time.)



 
  2005.10.24  00.01


i am not a philosophy girl.



Music: joanna newsom
 
 

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  2005.10.17  18.37
typical example of a sixteen-year wait.

alright.
everythings going out of hand now.
but i just resolved my problems for my
upcoming loomweaving project.
i just recieved a letter telling
me that i will be in this years
holiday art sale at SAIC.
which means i have a crapload to do.
but i will hopefully nake some money
on my artwork and have a good time.

unfortunatly i cant really do to much to get
work done, as it is very painful to walk right now.
on account of i fell down the stairs earlier today
hauling my groceries home.
i smashed my knee into the steps and was
afraid it was broken. but its not.

lots of things have happened.
yet i remain myself.
talk to you soon again..



Mood: .
 
 

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  2005.06.04  19.52
another one bites the dust

ive gone and gotten myself sick.
..i havent been sick in a couple weeks.
but its in my stomache.
its as if I have forgoten how to throw up.
i forgot how to be sick..
not sick like this..where you
have to sit around.
i cant stand up for more than five minutes
at a time before i feel sick.

i was hoping for a bad storm..something
something you can enjoy ffrom inside.


...something to enjoy..

 
 

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  2005.05.12  16.34


on another note...
this summer starts tomorrow for me.
i move home tomorrow night, i believe.
i am home for the summer, and i will be making art
all summer long to sell at the SAIC winter art sale,
as well as other sales.
...also doing a commission or two this summer.
cheerio

 
 

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  2005.05.12  16.33
a couple days ago.

i went over to my old dorms to pick up some stuff from a friend.
i guess they're filming a movie in the building.
sandra bullock is supposed to jump of the room of the dorms.
its the new sandra bullock, will ferrell, and dustin hoffman movie.

people were running around like the world was comign to an end.
every one had at least two walkie talkies on them.
and i think i walked past the director, because
people were huddling around him like he was god.
it was funny and spectacular.

i dont really care for sandra bullock though.

...i dont know how they're keeping the students
from mooning the cameras, or having sex in front of the windows
like they love to do.

ahhh....art school....how i love thee.

 
 

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  2005.05.05  12.16
yesterday

i passed the homeland security building.
there were several huge security cameras
outside the building.
i felt it was appropriate.

 
 

(we most always go down there in lilac time.)



 
  2005.04.15  12.50
wow.

decided to use this more or less frequently to teach things to people.
if i feel like it...

 
 

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  2005.04.15  12.49
none but a mule

i dont see much point in having this journal anymore...
i dont write in it, and you dont read it.
...i have a new apartment. i am moving in two weeks.

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  2005.02.14  13.12


http://www.youthink.com/quiz.asp?action=take&quiz_id=837

 
 

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